My story, more or less pt.2

So there I was, a boy with a desire. (Refer to pt.1 for context)

A few months went by from the "initiation" and I've progressed quite a bit
I have switched from shemale porn to femboy porn, to relate to the main characters more.
I have also scoured every closet in desperate search for any feminine clothing, and oh boy did I find some!
I have found a dozen pairs of pantyhose in various mild colours and thicknesses, needless to say I preferred the thickest and blackest the most :3.
I have also managed to find two long pink dresses that must've been twice as old as me at least, I barely fit them but they felt really good.
I have also found an old tube of vaseline, which to my suprise was perfectly fine! And I was anxious to use it.

I used every opportunity I got to dress up in various configurations of my limited clothing and I played with myself.
Around that time I have discovered two significant things:
Number 1 - I was turned on by bondage
Number 2 - I was slim and flexible enough to lick the tip of my penis
Armed with that knowledge, I have dedicated myself to find the most pleasure possible from a single sitting, when i was completely alone.
I have began to extensively stretch myself, and each day I was reaching more and more of my cock (average sized, around 13cm).
After a week or two I've finally reached my limit - my lips were now almost touching my balls - I have never felt so aroused before. Now I could actually suck a cock like I saw in porn, and in addition feel how it's like to have my cock sucked!
I remember my first time well - I have dressed myself in my favourite pantyhose and heels and i went straight to business. I was already rock hard before I touched myself. When I put my legs behind my back and I touched the tip of my penis with my lips I tasted precum - it was very salty but I liked it, it turned me on even further.
Then I began to slide my lips up and down my shaft, it felt incredible!
(In case you were curious, sucking yourself off feels like sucking somebody, not like somebody sucking you).